End of a beginning............................


If I die and never wake again
let this world know for I abandoned humanity,
Ever since I became human
My hate and fear worked together
solitude remained the only solution.
Wherever I traveled to I did not "fit in"
People cursed me and left me to disintegrate
I will always have this sick mind,
Does my life have any to your contribution?
I sit now, unwilling and fair,
If I cover my fathers shadow... will I be entire?
failed in life... "that" eternity
talking in mirror, self manipulation -
- that I have someone on my side
In this length of a moment, I have grown
could "no one" say a word and let me know
so I could wake end this confrontation
As you read these lines of a life
I look at you, in this moment and beg
Do not leave me here………………………..